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it's because the rescheduling isn't it no one's gonna come and im gonna get really sad and probably cry and my mom jsut put some really cute liquid eyeliner stars on the sides of my face and i dont want them to come off because they're cute but they probably will why would anyone wanna come naywau i odnt know what im doing

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LittleB100Bird Featured By Owner May 13, 2017
I'm so sorry I hAD TO VISIT MY GRANDMA  LIKE THE WHOLE DAY mG babe
Aaaaaaaaa
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I used to stream all the time and either two peeps or no one came
I sat alone in streams for hours??
just in case someone wanted to pop in for even a second ogmg
it doesn't feel too good but It's not the worst thing in the world babe please don't beat yourself up over it aaahhH
timing is hard for a lot of people too just
ahh I'm sorry I don't know what to say but this stream doesn't define you or your success as an artist ahhI just
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netflixandsapphire Featured By Owner May 13, 2017  Hobbyist General Artist
mm it's fine,, im gonna be salty about doing streams until i die though
shows how active my watchers are anyway
if you've seen anything i've posted those 100 don't care,, it's only like 12 people and like i dont know
and no it's fine im just tired of like everything right now i feel emotionally drained internet wise rn
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LittleB100Bird Featured By Owner May 13, 2017
Ahh
its okay to take a break friend
and I mean I get how that feels??
I've got 700 watches and about
6-10??? people??
so I mean percentage wise you're doing pretty great friend
and its not about them either way!!
you gotta draw for you and forget all those peeps
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netflixandsapphire Featured By Owner May 13, 2017  Hobbyist General Artist
but what's the point of drawing if you're the only one you share it with
if you can't express freely or have other people see your expression isn't it pointless
idk im needy and no one irl ?? cares ?? and idk i feel like i need someone to care as like motivation of existing haha
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LittleB100Bird Featured By Owner May 13, 2017
ahHH yeah I can understand that I just mhh
you should be doing it to make yourself happy and
hhh yeah its discouraging when no one seems interested but then heck its extra nice when peeps pop in like
whoa this is cool!!
cause heck they definitely should be?
cause you're cool?
all of your art, ideas AND characters have all be really cool bab?
I'm sorry I'm not the best at encouragement or motivation or even  just gosh darn being there
I'm not good at talking to people
but you're good at art
and I'm sorry its hard to be independent about it
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netflixandsapphire Featured By Owner May 14, 2017  Hobbyist General Artist
thank you,, and yeah it is really hard
im gonna try and draw what i was gonna draw on the stream today anywayyyy because i need to get that done
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LittleB100Bird Featured By Owner May 14, 2017
ahhh don't stress over it too much though bab
just try and enjoy yourselff
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netflixandsapphire Featured By Owner May 14, 2017  Hobbyist General Artist
i will !! doing lineart is hard without a tablet tho idk how it was so easy when i did the pixel art vent junk blehhhhh
but mostly open eyes are hard to draw without a tabletttt
well not really draw im just doing lineart lmao
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junkpopp Featured By Owner May 13, 2017  Hobbyist General Artist
aww kenzie i'll go !!
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netflixandsapphire Featured By Owner May 13, 2017  Hobbyist General Artist
i uh already stopped streaming haha im sorry i was just being like sad im fine just check my poll it's on my page it explains it
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junkpopp Featured By Owner May 13, 2017  Hobbyist General Artist
aww you sure bab ?? :((
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netflixandsapphire Featured By Owner May 13, 2017  Hobbyist General Artist
yeah...
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